Vibrantly Beautiful...

so about that real entry thing...yeah i lied...or maybe i forgot...whatever...i was watching Undiscovered (Steven Strait=my future husband) and Snakes on a Plane...and then i went to Florida...and now i'm back...

i watched Because I Said So on Sunday after i got back...it was pretty wonderful...i also watched A Good Year with Monique a couple weeks ago...really good movie...i love France more than life itself and i really want to go there someday...

so its less than a month until i leave for scotland...shit...this means i have 22 days until rehearsals start and i have to have my lines re-memorized...double shit...well...i'll probably do it on the 16th and 17th so i'll be all ready for the 18th and rehearsal!!! oh please God help me...

July begins Sunday...this is a good thing...July is Harry Potter/Scotland Rehearsal/Leave For Scotland/Concert For Diana month...i'm really excited for the Concert For Diana on Sunday...you know, William and Harry have a lot of class...i mean i don't envy them, but they just have so much class because they're put into the tabloids nearly every week and they won't be able to help it until the day they die because they are the British Royal Family, and one or both of them will be King of Britain one day, so of course the public deserves to know every little thing about their private lives...not that i don't devour it at the magazine stands, but does it really matter?? it's just like they said in the interview with MAtt Lauer...some people choose to be famous and they have it coming...but they didn't choose it...they were born into it and short of death they can never get out of it...i admire them both so much...

well, that was my deep comment for the day...so, until next time...adieu, mon amis...

"Boys...you can't live with 'em, and you can't shoot 'em, so you gotta find something to do with 'em."

-Some Song

i just have to say...


BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! This pretty much made my day...

real entry later on yo...

okay boys and girls...it's time for the breakdown...

The SAT: sucked, of course, but definitely not as bad as i expected...i thought it was almost easy...and now i'm scared shitless that i failed...oh well, i'll know soon enough, right?

Lunch With Courtney: wonderful, as always...Panera Bread + Smoothie King + HEB = Good times...

The Movies:
The Last Kiss: wonderful. awesome. of course it would be, because it stars Zach Braff and its from the writer of Million Dollar Baby and the Co-Writer of Crash...didn't think it would be as dramatic as it was, but it was still a wonderful movie and the soundtrack was amazing...of course i already knew that, thanks to one Charlie DiBlasi, but it helped to hear the songs actually in the movie. Blythe Danner was a nice touch too...i didn't know she was in it...

Crash: you know, i didn't think it really deserved the Best Picture Oscar, but now, having seen Brokeback Mountain AND Crash...Crash won hands down. this movie was so amazing and it brought me into a world that i don't really ever experience. I guess i live a sheltered life or something...but it made things real. It was the polar opposite of what may be my favorite movie of all time (Love Actually), but it worked...and it made you think, especially when you find yourself laughing and you know you shouldn't. It scared me thinking about what this world was coming to because of the life i lead and who i associate with. It deserved the Oscar, hands down, no more arguments.

The Quiet: so much better than i expected. Camilla Belle is a wonderful rising young actress who has many great films ahead of her. i have admired her for many years, and when she jumped back on the radar with When A Stranger Calls, i was excited, even though the movie wasn't the best i've ever seen. But I have to say The Quiet was her breakthrough role. playing a role like that has to be hard, i mean even just understanding the psychological complexities of any of the main characters in the film is tough, but no character is more complicated than Dot. Dot's problems, though when looked at with the untrained eye seem trivial, but really are so complicated that no one is able to understand them fully even by the end of the movie. But she portrayed it well. all of the characters were very well cast, even, surprisingly enough, Shawn Ashmore (Iceman from X-Men), a person who i don't think has ever seen taken on a role so complicated before. Also,  Elisha Cuthbert has now proven to me that she really can act a character with true flaws other than beauties in romantic comedies which she normally is cast as. all in all, the movie was wonderful and i would highly recommend it for anyone who is looking for a nice thriller to sit back and watch. but, to quote trace, "i wouldn't watch it with your parents. you have been warned".

i skipped Talladega Nights in favor of going out to dinner with my uncle, cause he called and was in town and wanted to go out with the family, who is all out of town for the moment...so we went for chinese food at a place down the street and ate the slimiest chicken i've ever seen (it was gross, i'm telling you).

Right now i'm a bit tired, but Daniel won't be home til like midnight so i'm stuck waiting up for him because of course he doesn't have his key or his phone. i honestly don't understand why he has a phone if it never leaves the house. isn't that what a cell phone's for? to leave the house with? whatever...i have a phone too...i bring it with me everywhere, my brother's phone woes are not my problem, except when i need to reach him. 

Anyways, i'm out...maybe reading a book and blasting music really loud will keep me awake better...

love,

-Caitlin

i have decided to ressurect this temporarily and like write in it once in a while cause its summer and stuff...ok so yeah...

after like 3 days i finally found a new layout that works...its Maroon 5 and i love it!!! so yeah...


at the moment i'm iPoding a bunch of CDs because i have like a million and none of them are on my iPod so i thought i should probably put them there...

tomorrow should be semi-fun...SAT in the morning (blecckk), and then courtney and i are gonna hang out afterwards and THEN the annual Parents Anniversary movie night!!! daniel will be gone til like midnight (yay!!) and so that leave me and 4 good ones (none of which i have seen):

1) Crash (it won Best Picture at the Oscars so it must be good for something...)
2) The Last Kiss (Zach Braff is amazing...need i say more??)
3) Talladega Nights: The Ballad of Ricky Bobby (i needed a straight-up comedy to go with all the dramas...and i LOVE Will Ferrell)
and, the highlight of the evening,...
4) The Quiet (i have wanted to see this movie since it was in theatres last September...i am seriously so excited...Camilla Belle is like the most amazing person ever and her recent works are some of the best...)

so tomorrow night is going to be way fun...and if on the offchance i run out of movies...i bought Brokeback Mountain and Monty Python and the Holy Grail yesterday and i have like 50 other DVDs, so i think i'll get through til Daniel gets home at 12:30.

I'm really excited for the Car Wash on the 9th...i don't even know why...last time i got burned so bad its ridiculous...but i have SPF 15 this time so i think I'm okay...

two months from yesterday I leave for Scotland...the highlight of the summer...yes, boys and girls, this beats even Disney World and Universal Studios :) ...i can't believe i'm really going...this is exciting...

allright, i'm off...

love,

-Caitlin

effing aye this is f-ed up...

This has got to be the cutest picture ever taken...

just a little update...i got in to 13th chair!!! i'm really excited, so yeah...

...ok that's all i got...

so, if you love me lots, you'll send me mail when i'm at SFA camp...cause i love getting mail...i leave tomorrow (Sunday, July 16th) and get back July 29th. you can get me at the following address:

Caitlin Morton
SFA High School Summer Theatre Camp
c/o SFA Department of Theatre
P.O. Box 9090
Nacogdoches, Texas 75962

thanks guys!!!

does anyone see a resemblance between her and me?



and 10 points for the person that can guess what wb tv show this is from!!!

hell yes...

Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC

"Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!

new layout...Fred and George...I am so happy!!!

I would label myself as goth.
My name can be for boys and girls.
Skirts are better than shorts.
French toast is awesome.
I have at least 1 brother or sister who doesn't live with me.
I prefer fast food to restaurants.
I prefer Italian food to Mexican.
I am part French.
I look more like my mom than my dad.
My toothbrush is red
I usually go to bed sometime after 12 am.
I know a lot of Chris people (Christina, Christopher, Crystal etc.)
I have never tasted alcohol.
I love Happy Bunny.
I can be really mean.
I am conceited, and I know it.
I hate Jello.
My room is clean.
I know someone whose name or last name starts with the letter U. 
Jesus is my homeboy.
Orange is a cool color.
The best kind of fruit is bananas.
I hate when people mispronounce double L Spanish words like "quesadilla."
I like R&B music.
Avril Lavigne is a cool person.
Billie Joe Armstrong is sexy.
Taking Back Sunday is one of my favorite bands.
I hate salt.
I am in a cooking class in my school.
I am taking a foreign language class.
I love to draw hearts.
I hate the color pink.
I find dorkiness attractive. (in moderation)
I think Australian accents are sexy.
I hate muscular women.
I would go on Fear Factor.
I hate reality TV.
I should be doing something else.
I wear glasses.
Paris Hilton is cool.
I am spoiled.
I like watching the Simple Life
I have never actually watched Survivor.
I am heterosexual.
I am bisexual.
I am homosexual.
I am listening to music.
I am listening to rap.
I love hot sauce. 
i mix cheese and salsa.
I have long hair.
I'm a boy.
I listen to the Beatles.
I like Hilary Duff.
I'm in love with surveys.
I went to California before.
I live in California.
I'm older than 20 years old.
I've met a celebrity before.
I smoke.
I drink
I've kissed a member of the same gender
I've kissed a member of the opposite gender
I peed in my pants before.
I pooped in my pants before.
The underwear that I'm wearing is pink.
I'm a guy who doesn't wear pink underwear.
I've failed a class before.
I've failed more than 5 classes.
The lowest score I ever got on a test was 95.
I travel a lot.
I'm in college.
I have blonde hair.
I have brown hair.
I have black hair.
I have red hair.
I have pierced ears.
I have a pierced belly button.
I have a pierced tongue.
I have a pierced lip.
I have a pierced nose.
I have more than 6 earrings on right now.
I have more than 20 pairs of earrings.
My parents are over 55 years old.
My parents are younger than 50 years old.
My dad is more than 10 years older than my mom.
I was born in the 80's.
I was born in the 70's.
I was born in the 90's.
I have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
I have more than 4 best friends.
I had more than 3 boy/girlfriends.
I don't have a cell phone.
I'm eating cereal right now.
The cereal that I'm eating right now is Honey Nut cheerios.
I have a pet.
My pet is a dog.
My dog likes honey nut cheerios.
My pet is a cat.
My cat likes dogs.
My pet is a fish.
My fish doesn't know how to swim.
My pet is a hamster.
My hamster sleeps 24/7.
My pet is a bunny.
My bunny smells like poop.
My pet is a big dog.
My pet is a little dog.
My pet is not mentioned above.
My pet is some exotic kind that costs $10000 to buy.
My pet cost $10.
My pet cost $10000.
My pet was won for 50 cents.
I don't have a pet.
I'm obsessed with Harry Potter.
I'm obsessed with killing Harry Potter.
I want to die right now.
I hate this survey.
I love this survey.
This survey is okay.
I love to surf.
I think that everyone is beautiful.
I am going to school tomorrow.
I like to paint.
I passed gym class.
I like to sit around on the computer all day.
I don't like to sit on the computer all day, it just kind of happens.
I find myself depressed a lot
When I am bored, I eat.
I think I am in love.
I have seen the movie "10 Things I Hate About You."
I make layouts.
I listen to music all the time.
I like to go outside.
This weekend I did nothing.
I have been ice skating.
Strawberry ice cream is my favorite.
I have been in the store Icing.
I like to shop at Hollister.
I like to go shopping for other people.
Others say I have a good fashion sense.
I have a goldfish.
I think Myspace is stupid
I want a kid.
I play the drums.
I am in band.
I have gone to jail before.
I have been to boarding school.
I am in dance.
It is nighttime.
I just woke up.
I want to go outside.
I wish that I could go to Austrailia right now.
I like George Bush.
I hope to be president one day.
After this survey I am going to do another one.
I love Fruit by the Foot.
I wish I was an animal.
Blue is my favorite color.
I'm a diabetic.
I don't have any brothers.
My parents are divorced.
I've been to London before.
I absolutely love MTV.
I've only heard one Fall Out Boy song, "Sugar We're Going Down".
I have more than three piercings on my right ear.
I have more than three piercings on my left ear.
I went to school today.
I'm a freshman.
I'm not sure if the guy I like is aware of my existance.
It annoys me when girls have celebrity crushs. They're a waste of time.
Ryan from the OC is hot.
I don't watch the OC.
I've been on a cruise before.
Panic! At the Disco is one of my favorite bands.
My favorite number contains numbers after a decimal point.
I don't really have a favorite number
I can keep secrets.
I make friends pretty easily.
I've never been on an airplane before.
I sing in the shower all the time.
This is the first survey I've taken today.
When a guy of a minority race passes me on the street I sometimes feel a little nervous.
Surveys are like, my life.
My School needs to be remodeled
I can't fall asleep unless I hear music.
History is my worst subject.
I bite my nails.
My stepmom is a dentist.
I sometimes wish my last name was something different.
After I'm taking this survey I'm going to go use the bathroom.
My house has only one bathroom.
I get along well with little kids.
I love scary movies.
I have a cellphone that can take pictures.
People who get ripped off and don't realize it are stupid.
My first name starts with "K".
I'm a little over 5 feet tall
I have to force myself to be optimistic
The movie "Red Eye" wasn't as good as I'd hoped it would be.
I used to take lessons to be a ballerina
We studied "Romeo and Juliet" in school and I hated it.
My favorite color is something dark. (i think of red as dark...cause i like dark red too...)
I don't know my astrological sign.
I was born in the month of June.
I collect sea shells.
I prefer mechanical pencils to regular pencils.
I guess you could call me a book-worm.
I have touched a llama.
I know what a liger is.
I like my middle name
School hasn't started yet. (it just ended...)
My hair is shorter than shoulder length.
I spill things a lot.
I don't like to eat fast food.
I have a convertible.
Everything happens for a reason.
I have a driver's license.
I would never squish a bug with my bare hand 'cause that's gross. (barring mosquitos)
I've seen a car crash happen
I watched the 2005 VMAs.
I noticed that Chris Martin's shirt had a rip under the armpit.
I own The Sims 2
I am addicted to The Sims 2
I know my BMI.
I have no idea what a BMI is.
I know what BMW stands for.
I have been waterskiing.
I am wearing something teal.
I have used Fandango before.
I went to a concert over the summer. (well, summer 2004...but whatever...it was summer...)
I want to be a vegetarian, but I never could do the distance.
I bought the latest issue of Rolling Stone.
I have taken more than one shower today.
There is a ceiling fan in the room I'm in.
I am a dork.
I have 3 or more pets.
I overuse the word like.
I miss the backstreet boys.
I wish I was still 4.
I have a boyfriend.
I am single.
I never made out with someone.
I never broke anything on my body.
I don't take crap from people.
I like, correction: LOVE to take pictures.
I have been to a concert.
I have a name with 11 letters in it.
I have a nickname that begins with the letter K.
I watch Mad TV.
I have no bedtime.
I have 7 phones.
I have 3 computers.
I like to wear spikes.
I like to sing.
My favorite color is yellow.
I am original.
I like to chew ABC gum.
I can dance as good as spiderman can fly. ( HELL YEAH!!!!!)
I spell you "yoOh".
I am Polish.
I consider myself good looking.
I read at least 20 books a year.
I like to blare music.
I have more than 2 cell phones.
I like the smell of permanent marker.
I am scared of the dark.
I have had 10 or more detentions.
I have a crush on the Math teacher.
I don't label people.
I go to church.
I would rather burn than drown.
I would rather drown than burn.
I read the book Computers for Dummies.
I don't like country music.
I cried to the "Concrete Angel" music video.
I wear orange eyeshadow.
I have blue lipstick.
I have more than 20 purses.
I like the snow.
I walk in the rain.
I could never hurt anyone.
There are some things I can write about that I can't talk about.
There are many people that I dislike.
I like living in the present.
I love giving people gifts.
I hate musicals.
I haven't been in any musical performances. (not since elementary school)
I love cheesecake.
I have a lot of trust issues.
I eat meat.
If it has vodka in it, i'll drink it
I wait too long before I see a doctor, usually.
If I like a movie, I become obsessed with it.
I don't like video games.
I hate competition.
I can take good qualities and learn something from everyone I know.
I can sometimes be very self-conscious.
I dont have tattoos.
I am an independent person.
I think I'm a dork.
I can't keep secrets.
I live in my room.
I don't know what most big words mean.
I know only one person who truly knows me.
I tend to get pissed at people very easily and then get over it very easily.
I love stuffed animals.
I've never puked from alcohol intake.
I hate cartoons.
My family has no "family secrets" that we're not supposed to talk about. (that i know of...)
I'm afraid of letting everyone down.
I think to a degree, I've been too grown up for years.
I sometimes get upset for no good reason.
It would be nice if I were to be on MTV someday.
I go to a public school.
I believe there's someone for everyone.
My family is dysfunctional.
Im right handed.
I have really long hair.
I would love to see the world.
I'm Wiccan.
I'm really good with kids.
I love to act.
I get withdrawal if I don't have internet access for more than a few days.
I've had an eating disorder.
I don't know how to drive.
I like having my picture taken.
I know sign language.
I dont like rap music.
I never wear makeup.
I have a brother.
I have been to Texas. (ummm...i live there...)
I have a hard time keeping in touch with people who are far away.
I've smoked cannabis.
I love sci-fi.
I would like to get a tattoo some time in my life.
I wish money really did grow on trees.
I don't live with my parents
I secretly LOVE to dress up.
I have over 50 people on my buddy list.
I don't know anything about cars.
I prefer dogs to cats.
I do not like cold weather one bit.
I hate doing my dishes.
I don't like stupid people.

wow...so i should really check my text messages more often...

yesterday's rant was rather pointless...don't i feel good...

So...i got in to Scotland...so fricking excited...Courtney, Charlie, and I were about freaking out during exams...actually, scratch that...I was freaking out...Courtney and Charlie were more along the lines of satisfactorily elated...if that is even an expression...and I'm sure Mary Claire and Nicole were too, but they sit behind me and I can't see them...am very excited though, as you probably have already figured out...

New York is in 9 days and counting...this will be fun...yay for my awesome roomies, Krissie and Adrienne, and my equally as awesome adjoining room buddies, C D-Lo, J D-Lo, and Chloe...

Trying to decide whether to stay on the computer or watch a movie, which will most likely be Love Actually or Bridget Jones's Diary...hmmm...all choices do have their merits, i suppose...i guess we'll see how things go...

now for a rant, because rants are horribly fun...

**Quote of the Day**

Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.

--James Dean

*********

so...lots has happened...james opened...james closed...it was a 50/50 run...interesting...

ran for reporter historian...and subsequently lost...i should have known better then to run against chloe, courtney, and lauren

new season...13th chair, dog's hamlet/cahoot's macbeth, annie, an as yet unnamed uil play, wind in the willows (i'm so jealous of theatre 2), and of course scotland play...ok question...is that what we're taking to convention? or are we taking anything to convention?

i dunno...whatever...

new york two weeks from tomorrow!!!

last day of school tomorrow!!!

scotland interviews were today...i think i did well...but i won't know until tomorrow i guess...i think it'll be a good group no matter who goes though...k and cummons know what they're doing...

so my summer is packed again, and i'm excited...graduation, steven's party, a couple more parties, new york, l.a., canada, and then sfa...i'm uber excited...;)

new song...high school musical...my new favorite movie musical...me loves it...downloaded the soundtrack today...i think it's wonderful!!!

ok so i have to go...lost finale is on!!! yay!!!!!!!!

my life is two steps closer to becoming complete,

love,

--Caitlin

**Quote of the Day**

I wish I knew how to quit you.

--Brokeback Mountain

*********

well...i'm sick...again...hence i'm here...talking to all of you...oh goodie.

well in other news, I now own Rent and Harry Potter 4 (special edition biatches...there was some controversy) and have seen Brokeback Mountain...yay for me!!! i have also seen Garden State and Wedding Crashers, and will be seeing Flightplan tonight, and The Alamo sometime this week...(yay for "French Gentlemen" aka: Patrick Wilson aka: Raoul in Phantom aka: pansies!!!

playing around on the internet, trying to get a Geocities and a Freewebs up and running, as well as making my livejournal look moderately presentable...next stop...xanga...after this post is copied to livejournal and myspace of course...

oh well...currently waiting for my parents to finish with the lawn so we can start either Flightplan or Harry Potter

and in other news...

my car is fixed!!!!!!!! which means that as soon as we get my grandmother's, a trade-in is imminent, which means new car for caitlin...probably a Scion...manual transmission (i'm so pissed), but a car all the same...so there...yay!!! now all i have to do is open up the damn box...

dance is going well...not having a partner is not as degrading as i expected...it basically means that me, courtney, em, mel, and melissa have our picks of any guys we want, so its pretty good...

well, i'm gonna go now...bye guys!!

my life is one step closer to becoming complete,

love,

-Caitlin

so, theatre meeting was flippin sweet, got to see a bunch of people I hadn't seen since danny's party or earlier, so that's awesome. also, almost the whole SFA crew was there (with the exception of Lauren, who would have been there, but she got lost), so that was fun...we shared stories with everyone, and me, kristen, and mary reminisced about back in the day in 5th grade, and our adventures alone in Washington D.C. that was a scary time...early 2001...Bush had just been inaugurated a mere month and a half before...there were Japanese diplomats running around all over the place, and on top of that, a bunch of 5th graders were running around terrorizing everyone while they were having fun on Spring Break...so that was cool...

my birthday is tomorrow...i don't expect much, mainly cause a) i already got a bunch of little early birthday presents from my parents, b) Wicked tickets don't go on sale til Sunday, c) my brother maintains that he's going to try and get me tickets to go see The Killers on the 19th, and while that would be nice...I highly doubt it'll happen. I told him all i wanted was Phantom of the Opera or Moulin Rouge on DVD..., d) knowing all this takes all surprise out of it for me..., e) The only people that actually remember my birthday besides my parents and my brother are my grandparents, and my cousin Ginny (who doesn't actually talk to me on my birthday or anything, but she did know it without anyone else telling her when we were talking about it in June), which means that I live a pretty sad existence, and that sucks...

on a lighter note, i will probably get to see Jared, and maybe Paul on friday as I'm still in the process of asking my parents if we can make time to go see Jared's play at the Alley (my god I still can't believe his play's going to be performed at the Alley...). And on Friday, Monday, and Tuesday there's pre-school theatre cleaning workdays at school from 11 to 3, which means i'll be seeing more of my friends, and believe me, i'm ecstatic, but nothing beats the class of 2005.

It's now just beginning to hit me that they really are gone. When I saw Shea, Phil, and Sara at camp, I guess i just treated it as if i had run into some friends over the summer, not as if they were there checking out their new school...but now, starting with one Jack DiBlasi, my perception is turning upside-down because I'm now realizing that in a few short weeks, they'll be gone...so I've been thinking about who i'm going to miss the most, and I've come up with a list...

Shea Cooper
Phil Miatech
Sarah Burnham
Meaghan Rosenberger
Aimy Steadman
Danny Pritchard
Mike McMonagle
Sara Jones
Logan Spain
Amanda Walker
Kerem Burnsin
Cesar Osorio
JARED NORBY
and all those other damn thespian people who I love so much, not to mention the non thespians, Like Alex, William, and Andrew, who are all leaving for new beginnings, and, as Jack so painfully put it "you'll never be as close to your parents, and you'll never have the same groups of friends". so i guess I just hope that they won't forget everyone in our whacky theatre troupe, and me, that crazy freshman who by some bout of impaired judgement wanted to be assistant director for the musical, and in a very Jordan-esque leap of faith by Kurzym, got the job...

Please Remember...

hmmm...so maybe i'll actually use this thing...maybe...oh i guess so...

THEATRE MEETING TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and me and max made a club...yay!!! i love clubs...

and stupid livejournal wouldn't let me upload the pic i wanted cause it was too big...but oh well, this one goes with the layout, so its all good...me loves phantom...so does anyone even read this...i think not...lol...whatever...

my life is one step closer to being complete,

love,

--Caitlin

well, i really don't post on this much, do i? oh well. i have other things to do, so ya. lol. ttyl. bye everyone.

uggh, xanga died. that sucks, believe me. ttyl. bye.

Hello loves. welcome to my life. you're in for a bumpy ride. bye then